Girl's Talk

I am sure that everyone would have at least a best friend right? But have you ever talked to them heartily? Do you really understand them? Or are they just who you spent most of your time with? To me, I actually have a lot of besties, 8 altogether. To be honest, I don't really understand each and every one of them, but at least a little bit should have. Maybe it's also because of my character that is not quite good in relationship, not only with my friends, but sometimes with my family members too.

In our gang, we actually just spend our time together without really knowing each other. We didn't really share our hearts and inner feelings ( If they have, then it's just among themselves ). Okay, maybe not including me, I always tell and express what I feel and what I wanted to say, and I think that I shared everything about me with them. The reason to this is because I am too talkative and also because of my temper. That is also why sometimes I am hated by my friends because I said something rude that offend them unknowingly. Although I have my temper, it's quick to be tamed I can say. A few seconds after I got angry, I would return normal just like nothing happened. Sometimes, I will realise my mistake after a split second, that I said the wrong word, and then I would feel very sorry but don't know what to do.

This one day, we suddenly decided to have a session of girl's talk. It's the first time and this makes me feel that we're more like high school besties ( Too much movies xD ). With everyone sitting in a circle, we really said everything that is in our mind, pour out our own feeling and opinion about each other. Actually mine was quite common lol, because I knew my own character, it's all about those temper and everything. Not only once, I tried to change it but never succeeded. I am really sorry to you guys and thanks to have always tolerate with my temper. But although I already knew what they were going to say, I still couldn't control myself but to let my tears roll down. It was really heartbreaking having told that they don't like me, but I feel better after shedding all those tears. And with that, we went back to usual again. ^_^

We really wanted to continue the talk, but time doesn't allow. Before we knew, it's time for co-curricular activities. But our girl's talk doesn't end just like that. There's still a few sessions later on. And after all those talks, I feel that I can understand them a little bit more. Hope to have more of these kind of activity among us.

BFF FOREVER!