Saturday, 29 November 2014

A Month In Torment

Posted by Mae Yeap at Saturday, November 29, 2014
SPM Trial
Having too much time left during exam.

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia ( 3/11 - 25/11 )
Sitting for 9 subjects, a total of 21 papers in 4 weeks time, but actually it's 10 days of exam with some study days in between. That period was excruciating. Scared, stressed, and had no appetite to eat. But I'd became lazier, it wasn't as serious as PMR. I even watched show during the days in between exam. Just what on earth am I doing in this crucial period!?

So, here's our exam timetable :
http://apps2.moe.gov.my/lponline/v1/images/bahan/spm/2014/jadual/JW%20SPM%202014%206%20AUGUST.pdf

So far exam was still okay until Mathematics on the third day. They asked about the difference between the price of Jackfruit and Durian lol. That's considered as KBKK question. xD But Moral on the fourth day was completely different format from the past. We knew that they changed it in 2013, but that's only section B, who knows that this year they changed Section A too! Totally dumbfounded when we saw the questions, had no idea on how to answer! Dead, totally dead. TT Sejarah on the second week was real KBKK for almost every question. You can't find the answers in textbook weih! All I wrote was crap. Shit. The only thing that we could do was to pray, please let the examiners mark really leniently. T^T PLEASE~~~~

After Sejarah Paper 3 on 13th of November.
( Had the feel like exam was over, but still got two more weeks to go in reality. )

The rest was Additional Mathematics and Sciences. Still okay, with a little KBKK questions. Luckily, Physics was quite okay for me, since I was weak in this subject. Then, we had Biology and that's my last subject since I am not taking Chinese.

Biology Exam ( 25/11 )
On the day before exam, I was revising my Biology and memorizing the experiments for Paper 3 when I suddenly received a message through Facebook. Totally shocked. Doesn't know what to reply, so I pretended that I did not read his message. xD ( Seen but no reply. Heheh. ) Then I showed to my besties on the next day and they were a little bit amazed? Just 'wahh' that kind of feeling. Haha.

Finally, exam was over. We were so happy! Smile was back on our face after such a long time. Couldn't get any more excited than this.

A selfie on the way to the gate.

Saw him sitting at the table near the laboratory ( where we always washes our hand ), but my friends were still busy taking photos. Chou Tong, Jie Lynn and I walked to the front gate in a very fast speed. Knowing that he was following us, I really feel like escaping. But in the end, I still have to face it. 

He tapped my shoulder and I jumped ( got scared when I already knew lol ). He said that he had something to tell me : He don't know why, but he had feelings toward me since last year. ( Last year!? Omg ) He said he had been watching me since last year... And then that's when the rest of my friends were walking out. ( I couldn't really remember what he said to me at that time, first because my friends were distracting me, second because I was a little bit flustered and my mind blanked out. @@ ) He asked to be friends, but I replied that we were not going to see each other anymore since that was the last day. Then he asked about meeting at the outside but I rejected saying that it will be very weird ( and awkward ) with just the two of us, so he said with my friends, but it's even weirder. My dad reached and saw both of us talking at that time ( oops ). At last, I said that we could be friends, but going beyond that might be impossible. ( I know that I am being straightforward and hurt his feeling maybe, but I did not think about that much yet, so, sorry. )

We had a photo session in front of the gate as planned, with our back facing the camera, indicating the end of our secondary school life. 
SPM finished! We've graduated!

One last selfie before going back.

Sitting in my dad's car, he started asking me about the guy who was talking to me. So I explained everything to him, honestly. xD Dad is conservative, but I am not planning to tell lies from the beginning, since it's the truth and I am not dating also. =) ( I told my mother and my sister about it, mum just laughed and said that dad is conservative. xD My sister commented that now's the time to date, that's the life of secondary school. Lol. )

Finishing the last paper, it also marked the end of my schooling life. From now on, I am officially a graduate. Happy but a little sad at the same time, because leaving the school means that we are going to separate from each other and head to different paths. I know that we can't stay together forever, but time really flies. Anyway, good luck guys in your Chinese paper and we'll meet up soon! ^_^

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